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Counting days down...

2010-04-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

starting from today (1 Mei) its gonna be exactly 1 month and 10 days before 'THE BIG DAY'. have all the preparaton been done ? to tell you the truth, i dont really know. am i nervous ? maybe a little bit coz i dont feel a thing YET !!!.

MARRIAGE... what does it mean or more like, what is it ?

'How old are you ?'
"25"
'Ooooo, isn't too young to get marriage ?'
"really ?"

so the question is now, when is the right time to get married ? a parents will say...

'after finishing your study'
'after you get a job and earning a decent and stable income'
'after you have RM30k - 40k in your bank'

i've once watch a video posted in FB by one of my cousins, the ustaz is giving its preaching regarding life ( i cant really remember the title of the video). he was saying about how a boy turning into a man, and the changes he is going thru. one day the father call for his boy and say...

'son, dont you ever think of marriage till you are working'

the son who is physically and mentally changing into a man, which will then require as what other man need a partner in life will then slowly been depress. as what the ustaz was saying...

'when the father is with his wife in the night, the eldest son who are becoming a man is sleeping alone which is good, but what if the son is out on the street banging some girl ???...'
'it is the responsability of the father to facilitate the son in the transation into a man world, not by putting some restriction but to put in effort in assisting him to face the world...'

thus that make you think again ???...

so i guess it is not a question of...

are you ready to get married ?
are you capable of feeding someone daughter ?
do you have RM30k - 40k in your bank ?
can you carry the roles and responsability of a man, husband, father and house leader ???

every parents will want the best for their children, but is it the best for them ? nowadays the cost of marriage are increasing day by day. those in the early days have to spent about RM10k but now people are spending nearly RM40k on average for matrimonial ceremony.

after all it is not about the money, its about uniting two souls who are in needs of one another. marriage are happening all around the world, among the poor, black, white, old and young. thousand of year, even before the existing of money it self. so it is clear that it is not about the money.

to me, marriage is like going to school for the first time without the age requirement. you dont prepare to go to school, you are never ready to go to school. you just go, and slowly you adapt. so what so different about marriage ?...

A giant leap...

2010-02-25T09:41:00.000-08:00

it all have been planned...

We've been together for more than 4 years now, knowing her since her first semester in the university. we share the same interest in outdoor activities and join the same club all the way till graduation. never knew that she is the one, two years younger and the first in her family.

along our journey, i've always been attracted to her in what ever she is doing, its hard to explain even harder to put it in words. sometime she can be very difficult to understand yet sometime she can be very unpredictable. a lot of thing that i learn from her that is the main reason of who i am today making me realize that she is a part of me.

and now, both of us are working and entering the next stage of our live. on the 19th Feb 2010, we are officially engage and will be married insyallah in the month of June 2010.

starting fresh and new...

2009-10-31T11:11:00.000-07:00

i've been working for almost a year now, and been attach to a project that is totally different from my field. at first, it was very difficult to understand the project and its components. with the help from a very supporting superior and dedicated team, i manage to grasp the fundamental element of the project and become one of the focal person for the subject matter. it was a great experience to be a part of a team that shares a very noble objective in helping the needed to improve their life. thru out the project implementation, i've learn a lot about the people, their culture, lifestyle, hardship they have to go thru to survive in the never ending race to a better life, their dreams and the story of their life. it really open up my mind and heart, that we should really be thankfull for what we have and always try our best to share the happyness with someonelse. but i guess the hardest part of a relationship is the separation, it should have happen long ago but i was spare due to the urgency and priority of the project. but it has finally catchup with me and it is time for me to go. some people say, the wound will heal but the scar will remain. not a word can describe the feeling of losing some thing that you hold so dear to your heart, i've seen it take off with much trouble and challenges but yet we manage to reach the sky. from paper work to on gound work, i've seen and been thru it together. the story of the project will always be remembered as mine. if only i can, i would really like to thank all the people involve direct or indirect in the project coz it has teach me a very valuable lesson and experience that i will carry thru out my career.

thank you and wish you all the best...

seharian ku di Kuantan

2009-09-03T18:17:00.000-07:00

macam biasa aku kena gi Kuantan tuk attend meeting/accompany some important personel/progress meeting and bla bla bla. nak kata teruk, takdela teruk sangat tapi memandangkan di bulan yang mulia ni (Di mana semua umat islam sedang berpuasa) terasa gakla kalau kena travel. kalau travel from one point to another aku rasa still ok lagi, but my travelling agenda is between more than 1 point separated within 1 hour travelling with car (alone) is quiet exhausted actually. but what to do, live have to go on lalala~~~...

sampai je kat airport at about 10am trus ke kaunter HAWK (car rental), ada lak foreigner mane tah tgh argue ngan mamat kat kaunter tu. aku pun selit2 la dgr, rupanya dia org ter'xciden'kan kete yang dia org sewa so tgh nego pasal payment. nasib baik ada staff dia yang sorang lagi tu perasan n cam aku. dia pun bawakla aku kat kete yg telah diperuntukkan (not as expected).

sebagai seorang yang agak menepati masa, mcm biasa aku terawal tuk attend meeting yg dah di arrange so aku gi la tgk site lu. hasil titik peluh bos aku ngan bos2 yg lain dah makin membuahkan hasil, ape yg kitaorg bayangkan selama ni dah makin dekat nak jadi kenyataan.

pok pek pok pek... lepas 2 jam lebih akhirnya meeting pun habis. aku dahla mengantuk gila (maklumla pose driving takle nak hisap rokok) siap le tido lagi time tgh2 drive ke hotel. sampai hotel je ZZZzzz~... sedar2 je dah kul 5.30, uruk pun call and we went out for berbuka. habis je buka, patah balik ke hotel maka terlantangla kami kekenyangan (confirm2 terawikh tak gi, huhu...)

its was nice to have someone to talk to, thanks uruk ^.^

The grass are always greener on the other side

2009-02-28T06:11:00.002-08:00

Just a few months ago, i was an engineering student. People say that varsity or campus life is the time of ur life. The world is yours for u to take, nothing seems to be impossiable, everything is colourful, cheerful and wonderfull. All the good times and good things seem to fall in place when u r in ur student era. N the best part is, u are pay to have all this entertainment, althought we all know that we are supposed to study and get a good pointer. during my time, the money that flow in are so big that we all are having a culture shock like they say it. If u dont believe me, look at this numbers and statistik. 100% out of my batch, 5% drop of (quit), 10% change courses (a few even change course more that once), 5% extend sem and the balance manage to grad on time. Even within the graduate, there numbers and figures. From my observation, half of them (including me) didn't make the 3.00 pointer. But who care, as long as u grad n finish ur study in time. Im very2 lucky that i didnt push my credits into extra sem, eventhought i know my last sem would not be the dream final sem as others because numbers of my subjects are so damn many. I register my last sem subjects and never look back again. At that time how i wish i can finish my study as soon as possiable and start making my own money with working. I hate student life, i hate books, i hate lecture room n i hate everything there is about being a student.

But its all have past now, im now a proud employee of an organization that is well known thru out the world. It was fun and a relive to know that u r know working and earning a decent money for ur living. But things aren’t always good when u are living in the big community world. Everything know difference and there is nothing that u can be sure of. U just have to ride the living wave and face anything that they throw to you. No more mister nice guy, u r all alone and on ur own once u step into the world of profession. It is know that I realize, what people are saying now suddenly felt so right, student life is the best. Although u have no money but at least u have the total control of ur live. u’ll never have to answer to anyone, u don’t have a boss, u don’t have a KPI to meet, u don’t have to worry what people are saying bout u at the back. U don’t have to be a puppet, hipocrit and many more. U can just be yourself, do what u like, get what u want. But that’s all are different once u are working, have a career. It is true and will always do

The grass are always greener on the other side…

My special task

2009-02-28T06:11:00.001-08:00

Today i went to the office with a mission given by my superior. The mission is to set-up a team of relevan agency to identify the site for my sheep rearing activity for pekan agropolitan project in 24 orang asli villages. For the past few days, i've been thinking and strategizing how to execute this special mission. Since its involve orang asli, the only agency responsible will be the jabatan hal-ehwal orang asli or JHEOA. I've met its officer last wednesday after office hour near their headquarter. I've also met the 2nd man of JHEOA last thursday, he suggest that we call an urgent meeting with the pahang JHEOA office director the next day. And so we had the meeting. To cut it short, the meeting was succesful and we know already have a team that will execute this task before the dateline 17 march. Im glad that everything that i've plan for are working and hopefully next thursday i'll be going to kuantan to have a follow-up meeting with the team. Im glad that i didnt dissapoint my superior as he had given me the chance to prove myself that i can handle things by my own. A challenging mission as i had to deal with the agency and meeting important person to execute the mission, and at the same time its a valuable experience to me.

the assessment

2009-01-26T07:45:00.000-08:00

it has been almost 6 month since i started working and it is nearing the end of probation period. the date will be 18 Feb 2009 for all to be revealed whether im good enough to be an employee or will i be extended for another 3 month probation period. to tell the truth, i cant really tell what i had done in the past 6 months that are contributing to the success of the project. not from my eyes did i see any achievement that i had made, but people keep saying that i've done that and this. but i really2 can see what is that and this. but i can say that i did help my superior in a few things, that i think at least can give him room to breath for a while. things that i done are to small to be appreciated, and im not satisfied with it. i want to do more but coz of my ages and experience it limited my capabilities. my superior that say that im having a mindset and strategies of a level higher that my position. u must learn to crawl first before u can walk or even run. it keep me thinking that, if u have the change to speakup would u take it for ur advantage to show others that u are capable of doing things higer than ur capabilities ? will it b an advantage for u, or will others take advantage over u ? sometimes it make me wonder why some people are climbing their career path much faster than others. is it because they are talented ? or mayb they have the advantage compared with others ? or is it she/he is a 'kakikipas boss' ? i've met some seniors and superiors that say, u can dream to be somebody but the real world would let u be. so i keep asking myself, should i dreams to be somebody and work my ass like hell to achive it or must i just relax and go with the flow coz in the end it will still lead to the open sea.

sometimes, it makes me wonder. why are there bad guys and good guys. why some people live their lives thru the books and some live it by their own rules. why do we have to ignore things although we know that it is wrong no matter what it brings. do we really need to make this world a better place...

coz all things will eventually GONE...

life is a wheel...

2009-01-04T04:22:00.000-08:00

last saturday (3rd Jan 2009) was the wedding of one of my friends here in shah alam. the ceremony was held at INTEKMA. its a beautifully planned ceremony, so beautifully i feel like a VIP when i arrive there. i dont know how others feel, but thats how i feel. there are man n women in tradisional dress holding walkie-talkie ( i thought there were real VVIP going to attend the wedding...) keep updating one n another. "Meja 19, dua kosong, dua kosong"...
n so we were seated by this beautiful young (or old, i dont know) ladies just on the right side of the pelamin. anip were there joining us for a moment b4 he went outside to get ready as the bride bestman. n so me, bullet, jat, afiq & fiza pun gi la amik makanan. when we were there to pick the food, im actually searching for the 'nasi minyak' but i cant find it. yg ada hanya nasi putih n nasi kismis (ni dah macam org jawanye wedding je ni) so what the hell, i take the nasi kismis n continue my journey thru the line. before that, at the table me & jat had a planned to stay long n eat as many round as we can and so when it is my turn to scoop the food i only take a little here n there so that i can go for another round after that.
settle je pas amik makanan kitaorg sume pun dudukla kat meja, sambil2 makan tu sempatla kitaorg berborak2 sket2. habis je makan, tiba2 ada makcik ngan anak dara (dara kot) dia yg berkebaya hijau datang duduk ngan kitaorg. disebabkan taknak buat byk sgt dosa kering (hahahahahahaha...) kitaorg pun decidela nak bla lu, afiq pun mmg nak bla awal sbb dia ada lagi satu wedding kat putrajaya. kuar2 je pintu depan tu, terjumpa ngan bapak pengantin yg juga bapak anip. disebabkan panic taktau nak wat ape aku pun salamla dia sambil ckp 'congrats uncle...' pastu tak pasal2 disebabkan takde idea nak ckp ape, aku trus ckp 'pasni mamat ni lak uncle' sambil tunjuk kat bullet, hahahah... disebabkan kan tu kitaorg pun mendapatla syarahan khas sambil dipeluk erat bapak anip, huhu...
a few minutes after that, i hear the kompang for a far. the 'pengantin' are ready n already heading to the hall with all the 'pengantin perempuan'nye family.

surprisingly i met one of my old friend from s18 n UTP C.Fariza Zuki among the crowd. she wear a red baju kurung or kebaya i cant tell (coz im trying to confirm is that her or not) n so i sms her n walla, it is her. unfortunately i havent got the time to meet her coz im alteady on my way back to do some other thing.

opppsssss, before i terlajak lebe jauh, here are the story of the 'Crew Papan Tanda'

the night before the wedding ceremony, me, bullet, jat & anip went all around shah alam to put in the signboard to the hall. down below are some of the picture i've taken using my hp since we all forgot to bring a camera.

the 'Crew Papan Tanda' has teach me one lesson, n wake me up to the fact that. the cycle are getting near to my generation, batch or group. time passing by one by one the people that i grow up with, be friend with are getting married n starting a new chapter in their life. there will be one day where i will be missing all the good and bad time that i had with all my friends before we all starting a new life. but life must go on cause

'LIFE IS A WHEEL'...

The very2 first thing...

2008-12-31T22:36:00.000-08:00

first of all,

i would like to wish all selamat menyambut maal hijrah n a happy new year.

as usual, new year eve plan would be to watch the KLCC firework. we had plan to meet at nasi ayam dara taman melati as usual. it is the official ghatering point for all of us. i'll be travelling with my b from shah alam with train since my car are being used by my parents to go to penang. taking into account it was a new year eve, i bet its going to be a 'tin sardin' in the komuter during this time. n i was right, it was packed like hell n no one were upholding any of the good deeds or attitude that had been thought by their parents or teacher or mayb friends. when it come to boarding the komuter every man is for himself, it doesnt matter u r old, pregnant, OKU or anything similar to it. people just dont care the only thing that they had in their mind is to get their both feet in the train... i intentionally write only feet, because that is the only body part that they can put in the train. it doesnt matter if u butt a sticking out from the train, ur bag are hanging between the door or even ur child are squeeze like a toy. as long as u get ur feet in there u'll be ok. the most amazing part is, even the highly educated people ( i guess by the way they dress) are showing the same mindset. i guess we still had a looooong way to go before we can achieve any dreams we ever imagine, if this is the kind of mindset and attitude that will be the force behind it. ok, back to my story. we arrive at taman melati station at about 8.30 (i guess) and we had our dinner there while waiting for others to come. abg wan were also there with his housemate i guess. an hour later uruk, sakilah, imah, kema and rahman arrive. it has been a long time since the last time i hang around with them. we had a few chat while waiting for another group (matno & matyo). when all had arrive we begin our journey at 11.15 heading to Bukit Ampang if im not mistaken again. from Taman Melati to Bukit Ampang would take about 10mins if ur car can fly, hahahaha...

when we arrive at the hill side, cars are already stuck n local authorities are dozens by numbers. it was 11.45 at that time n everybody r trying to sneak a way thru. to make the situation worse. we were still at the hill sharp 12am when the firework started, we only managed to see the flares in between trees and police 'black maria' truck blocking the road to set-up a road block. even by the glimpse, the fireworks are so beautifull and colourfull. after the firework has ended, some of us decided to push ahead and reach the planned spot n so we did. i dont know if u have ever seen it, but the KL sceneries there are so so so so beautifull.

with the streets light indicating the roads that connect the places, sky scrapers shining bright with its light, houses are dimly shining do not want to be leave behind and the sky were shower with stars and spotlight. personally i dont mind not being able to see the fireworks, coz i got something better than what i've planned for. thanks to my b coz she did remind me to bring my camera n it worth it.

while we were enjoying the view, something happen... n that something is absolutely 'THE VERY2 FIRST THING...'

Malam Aidilfitri...

2008-10-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

Its now 3.52am, 1st Oct or 1st Syawal… skrang ni aku kat rumah tumpangan cik zul (pakcik daus) ngan anip ngan daus, 2 2 tgh lena tido dlm kegelapan malam sbb takde letrik. Asal takde letrik, wa pun taktau… kenape mlm syawal im not with my family kat sg.penchala (kampungku) ? sbb aku nak kena amik dea kat klia at 6am on the 1st syawal, she will be flying in from melbourne,Australia. Actually she is not coming home for the 3rd time to celebrate raya with us, it is my idea to bring her home coz I feel like it. I’ve decided to do so when I receive my first salary late in the September. I never did give it a second thought actually, mayb because im xcited from my first payment. I just wanna make this raya special by gathering all my siblings. I don’t know what r my parents reaction will b actually, especially my father. It is bad enough that im disappearing during the raya eve plus not answering the phone call from both my parents. I know it wont go smooth especially with my father. He got this really2 bad temper when he is not in control of things.getting back to the stories, the original plan was to make a surprise to all my family with dea welcoming homes, but unfortunately dea gi bgtau adamm pasal plan ni n so there r 2 mastermind in this dirty little secret, huhu… o0o0o0o the reason why im disappearing is because, somehow I got the feelings that if I stay at sg.penchala, the chances for me to go and pick-up dea from klia at 6am would be very2 slim and that’s why I decided to go this way n I know that my parents will b outrageous t’row. Not knowing what to come, I don’t hope much whats going to happen t’row even with dea present. On the contrary I should have discuss this matter with adamm first cause it would involve him too. When I got a msg from adamm earlier, he told me that both my parents r very2 angry n as always it would be my father. He also told me that mama got the worst side of it, because my father don’t have anyone else to blame, she will get all the splash. I don’t really know whats wrong with my parents, it just seem to me that they care to much, mayb because they r still young n want to get involve in all the matters pertaining their children. I don’t blame them for that n actually im very2 lucky to have that kind of parents who bout their children, but when things are too much it kinda ‘serabut’ when u r trying to build ur own live n something getting in the way, I don’t know about u guys out there but to me it got to stop before something worse happen. Not saying that Im good enough to be by myself but things change n something u just have to let it go for it to expand and develop. Hopefully that im not doing the wrong things that I will regrets later. I love my family especially my mama, I’ve seen what she has gone thru all this years n yet she still strong… I really hope that I will get the same girl that one day will be my wife, who will always stay by my side no matter what like my mama…

Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir & batin…

the first fruit...

2008-09-20T22:37:00.000-07:00

its has been along time since i write anything... just updating those who r not updated, hahaha... im currently working at KLCC for goverment, yup not petronas. im in the ECERDC, 'East Coast Economic Region Development Council'. not a technical field, not even close to mechanical n the best part is, i dont have any idea what is it AT ALL !!!... it has been a month now since i join the workforce, adala sket2 clue keje ape yg aku wat ni. rupa2nye aku ni jadi mcm economist, town planner, farmers, nelayan, penternak dan mcm2 lagila... bayangkan the first meeting i join was about 'GOAT'... just imagine how my face will be like, dahla tak pernah2 tau pasal kambing. menganga jela dlm meeting. tapi status kena jaga. org ckp kita angguk je (buat2 cam paham) hahahha... dugaan pertama dalam bekerja yg ku terima ialah berpuasa, alhamdulillah ku lalui dgn sempurna walaupun ada gakla sket2 dugaan dari rakan2, hahahaha... ermmmm, lama seyhhh tak menulis takde ideala pulak... okla we'll meet again later... daa~~~

we only live once

2008-08-15T17:00:00.001-07:00

alhamdulillah after 5 wonderful years in UTP, im finally graduating on the 24th August. dont really know whether to be happy or sad, imagining myself for the next 5years where i'll be working 5days a week for 4 weeks a month and 12 month per year. starting a new chapter in live, a new beginning for a new adventure. cant really tell whether im fully equipped with all the knowledge needed to cross this sea of obstacle and problems. hoping the best from whatever that may come, i pray that im ready to face the real working world. looking back thru time, 5 years in UTP with the boys and a few mechegirls, we've gone far and long way back from foundation. we were the first batch experimenting with the foundation program. we're also the first batch that undergo the 4year degree program. getting used to be the white lab rat for the goverment, we have evolve n adjusted to the environment. all the boys & girls of 1985 are born tough and flexiable. reminiscing all the memory with the people of UTPMAY03, i've gain countless experience that teach me to be stronger, matured and openminded. within our batch itself, there are people within different view, attitude, personality n faces too. the differences are the special characteristic of our batch. we blend together in perfect harmony, and no doubt there are time when we argue things because of the differences that each individual has. but yet again, in the end, we come back strong than ever, unite under the same banner, ignoring the differences and all the dissimilarities. to all my batch, cherish all the memory, laughter and tears coz...

we only live once...

now i realize...

2008-06-03T10:02:00.000-07:00

after finishing the last paper on the 27th may, i realize that im graduating from this university. DEMN !!!... habis dah ke 5 thn degree kat sini, hahaha... almost can believe it, but its true IM DONE !!! yahooo... after settleing (taktaula btul ke tak ejaan tu...) a few stuff which include FYP hardbound and clearance form, im free at last... lepastu ape lg, kena blk rumahla BIG BOSS & MA'AM besar dah panggil. the day i was driving home with my b~~~, i also receive the result for my pet interview. thank god i got recommended which i really2 hope so. but still it doesnt secure me a job with pet, and that still make me worried a bit. on that day also, i got to know that few of my friend didnt get recommended by pet. they were really2 dissapointed with the result, n i share with them the sadness. but life has to go on no matter what happen. ok, back to the story where im driving with my b~~~. actually there is a third person in the journey which is Mr. Madno, he was riding my b~~~ motorcycle with us. i feel pity for him because it was raining that day (takpe madno, keje nanti aku belanjer McD). aaaaaaaaaaa !!! malasnye nak tulis dlm BI, tukar BM lakla... bila sampai je kat s.a, kitaorg punggah barang2 aku ngan madno sbb madno akan tido kat sini lu. pastu kitaorg gerak gi sunway carik rumah sewa b~~~. rumah tu dia sewa ngan member2 dia gak, kebetulan ramai dak2 tu housemate dia time sem ni. lepas b~~~ bg alamat, kitaorg pun mula mencari, nasib baik rumah tu tak brape susah sgt nak carik sbb dia dekat ngan sekolah rendah sunway. sampai je kat rumah tu,kitaorg pun punggahla pulak brg2 b~~~. punyala byk barang2 dia, aku ngan madno wat 3 trip naik rumah sewa tu (nasib baik tingkat 1, kalau tak...). siap punggah kitaorg pun blkla ke s.a, dlm perjalanan tu jauh kat sudut hati ni rasa sedih n happy menjelma. sedih sbb pasni susah nak jumpa dia n happy sbb subang ngan s.a dekat je... huhuhu... so the next day (uikkk, BI la pulak...) it is official that im now a 'penganggur' hahahahaha... n the most important thing is, IM BROKE !!!...

coming to the end of the road

2008-05-28T12:39:00.000-07:00

may03 is my batch, mechemay03 is my coursemate. from the first day till the day i wrote this blog, it has almost been 5 years all together now. still remember the first day i went into my room at v2A, can even remember the smell of my first rumet socks (mintak ampun byk2...) who later on fly oversea to take other course. it is also the first time that i socialize with people from 'pantai timur' that eventually become my best friends (even my girl are from pantai timur, huhu...). getting to know them are quite tough for me coz the language barrier are so obvious. the first time i heard them speak was like being in a foreign country within ur own country, get what i mean ???. i laugh only when they laugh without knowing anything, does it sound stupid ? but i really did it, hahahahaha (silly me =p). it takes me almost 3 month just to understand what r they speaking, but still i cant fully interpret some of the words (im still learning till now). thanks to my 'pantai timur' friends also that i learn to eat "BUDU" hahahahahahaha (dont know why, but i feel like laughing right now). i even 'kecek kelate' back at home, well actually not fully kelate coz i used to mix it up with 'bahasa terengganu' ( i cant seem to differentiate both, hmmm...). there was one day, when i bring my friends to s.a and we where speaking in my room with 'the accent' and then my second brother come into the room and he look very confused at that time. he close the door and went to see my mom, i followed him and this is what he was saying ' maa, muazz masuk bilik abg tu, muazz rasa cam muazz kat thailand. entah bahasa ape entah yg diaorg ckp'. instantly i breakdown n was laughing so hard that i almost pop my eyeballs. i went back to my room and tell my friends about my brother, they all laugh and till this day my family still cant get used to the language. ok, getting back to the main story 'My life as a student'.im taking a mechanical engineering course in a first ever 4 year degree program here in UTP (like always, the white lab rat). my batch was also the last batch for may intake and the first batch to undergo the foundation program. getting thru the foundation program was easy because the subject are quite similar with SPM level. but thats not all, the best part of foundy was the cultural shock that it bring with it. just imagine, during schooling u receive rm2 for u to buy food during recess time. here at UTP u'll be receiving rm500 for u to spend monthly, rm 500 !!! WOW... thats a lot for a young boy (im always young, wahahahahaha...). and that was the biggest challenge for me as i was from 'sekolah harian' (dont know the word in BI) and as a sekolah harian student, the most money i ever had in my hand was rm10 and that only happen on special occasion. im a very happy-go-lucky type of a guy, where i'll like to do things without planning. u can ask any of my friends and (hopefully) they will tell u the same story. as time past by, i found out that i was losing my scholer money to ashes because i dont know where i spend it. every month before the fourth week im always broke. it not just during my foundy, almost every fourth week of the month thru all the years in UTP i'll be broke. guess i didnt learn as much as i should be hahahaha. arghhhhhh !!! i'll be missing the life as a student after graduating, all my friends especially my rumet Muhammad Hadfiz Mohd (matsheh) whom i share the tears, pain and joy with, ur the best mate !!! =)... my ex and current coursemate, we did it mate !!!... my kembarians geng, the rockest people in UTP. i did many crazy things with them (dont ask what it is...). and last but not least to 'my b', tq for everything that u had done for me. nothing is meanigfull without having u by my side. wanna write more, but my head are so heavy (thank you FYP...) till we meet again... daa~~~...

Logical pieces...

2008-05-20T13:55:00.000-07:00

haha... i got my own blog =)... to tell the truth, i dont really know what to write for now. hmmm let see, is there anything mind... nope, sorry. mayb i'll write something in the future...