it has been almost 6 month since i started working and it is nearing the end of probation period. the date will be 18 Feb 2009 for all to be revealed whether im good enough to be an employee or will i be extended for another 3 month probation period. to tell the truth, i cant really tell what i had done in the past 6 months that are contributing to the success of the project. not from my eyes did i see any achievement that i had made, but people keep saying that i've done that and this. but i really2 can see what is that and this. but i can say that i did help my superior in a few things, that i think at least can give him room to breath for a while. things that i done are to small to be appreciated, and im not satisfied with it. i want to do more but coz of my ages and experience it limited my capabilities. my superior that say that im having a mindset and strategies of a level higher that my position. u must learn to crawl first before u can walk or even run. it keep me thinking that, if u have the change to speakup would u take it for ur advantage to show others that u are capable of doing things higer than ur capabilities ? will it b an advantage for u, or will others take advantage over u ? sometimes it make me wonder why some people are climbing their career path much faster than others. is it because they are talented ? or mayb they have the advantage compared with others ? or is it she/he is a 'kakikipas boss' ? i've met some seniors and superiors that say, u can dream to be somebody but the real world would let u be. so i keep asking myself, should i dreams to be somebody and work my ass like hell to achive it or must i just relax and go with the flow coz in the end it will still lead to the open sea.
sometimes, it makes me wonder. why are there bad guys and good guys. why some people live their lives thru the books and some live it by their own rules. why do we have to ignore things although we know that it is wrong no matter what it brings. do we really need to make this world a better place...
coz all things will eventually GONE...
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 4, 2009
life is a wheel...
last saturday (3rd Jan 2009) was the wedding of one of my friends here in shah alam. the ceremony was held at INTEKMA. its a beautifully planned ceremony, so beautifully i feel like a VIP when i arrive there. i dont know how others feel, but thats how i feel. there are man n women in tradisional dress holding walkie-talkie ( i thought there were real VVIP going to attend the wedding...) keep updating one n another. "Meja 19, dua kosong, dua kosong"...
n so we were seated by this beautiful young (or old, i dont know) ladies just on the right side of the pelamin. anip were there joining us for a moment b4 he went outside to get ready as the bride bestman. n so me, bullet, jat, afiq & fiza pun gi la amik makanan. when we were there to pick the food, im actually searching for the 'nasi minyak' but i cant find it. yg ada hanya nasi putih n nasi kismis (ni dah macam org jawanye wedding je ni) so what the hell, i take the nasi kismis n continue my journey thru the line. before that, at the table me & jat had a planned to stay long n eat as many round as we can and so when it is my turn to scoop the food i only take a little here n there so that i can go for another round after that.
settle je pas amik makanan kitaorg sume pun dudukla kat meja, sambil2 makan tu sempatla kitaorg berborak2 sket2. habis je makan, tiba2 ada makcik ngan anak dara (dara kot) dia yg berkebaya hijau datang duduk ngan kitaorg. disebabkan taknak buat byk sgt dosa kering (hahahahahahaha...) kitaorg pun decidela nak bla lu, afiq pun mmg nak bla awal sbb dia ada lagi satu wedding kat putrajaya. kuar2 je pintu depan tu, terjumpa ngan bapak pengantin yg juga bapak anip. disebabkan panic taktau nak wat ape aku pun salamla dia sambil ckp 'congrats uncle...' pastu tak pasal2 disebabkan takde idea nak ckp ape, aku trus ckp 'pasni mamat ni lak uncle' sambil tunjuk kat bullet, hahahah... disebabkan kan tu kitaorg pun mendapatla syarahan khas sambil dipeluk erat bapak anip, huhu...
a few minutes after that, i hear the kompang for a far. the 'pengantin' are ready n already heading to the hall with all the 'pengantin perempuan'nye family.
surprisingly i met one of my old friend from s18 n UTP C.Fariza Zuki among the crowd. she wear a red baju kurung or kebaya i cant tell (coz im trying to confirm is that her or not) n so i sms her n walla, it is her. unfortunately i havent got the time to meet her coz im alteady on my way back to do some other thing.
opppsssss, before i terlajak lebe jauh, here are the story of the 'Crew Papan Tanda'
the night before the wedding ceremony, me, bullet, jat & anip went all around shah alam to put in the signboard to the hall. down below are some of the picture i've taken using my hp since we all forgot to bring a camera.
the 'Crew Papan Tanda' has teach me one lesson, n wake me up to the fact that. the cycle are getting near to my generation, batch or group. time passing by one by one the people that i grow up with, be friend with are getting married n starting a new chapter in their life. there will be one day where i will be missing all the good and bad time that i had with all my friends before we all starting a new life. but life must go on cause
'LIFE IS A WHEEL'...
n so we were seated by this beautiful young (or old, i dont know) ladies just on the right side of the pelamin. anip were there joining us for a moment b4 he went outside to get ready as the bride bestman. n so me, bullet, jat, afiq & fiza pun gi la amik makanan. when we were there to pick the food, im actually searching for the 'nasi minyak' but i cant find it. yg ada hanya nasi putih n nasi kismis (ni dah macam org jawanye wedding je ni) so what the hell, i take the nasi kismis n continue my journey thru the line. before that, at the table me & jat had a planned to stay long n eat as many round as we can and so when it is my turn to scoop the food i only take a little here n there so that i can go for another round after that.
settle je pas amik makanan kitaorg sume pun dudukla kat meja, sambil2 makan tu sempatla kitaorg berborak2 sket2. habis je makan, tiba2 ada makcik ngan anak dara (dara kot) dia yg berkebaya hijau datang duduk ngan kitaorg. disebabkan taknak buat byk sgt dosa kering (hahahahahahaha...) kitaorg pun decidela nak bla lu, afiq pun mmg nak bla awal sbb dia ada lagi satu wedding kat putrajaya. kuar2 je pintu depan tu, terjumpa ngan bapak pengantin yg juga bapak anip. disebabkan panic taktau nak wat ape aku pun salamla dia sambil ckp 'congrats uncle...' pastu tak pasal2 disebabkan takde idea nak ckp ape, aku trus ckp 'pasni mamat ni lak uncle' sambil tunjuk kat bullet, hahahah... disebabkan kan tu kitaorg pun mendapatla syarahan khas sambil dipeluk erat bapak anip, huhu...
a few minutes after that, i hear the kompang for a far. the 'pengantin' are ready n already heading to the hall with all the 'pengantin perempuan'nye family.
surprisingly i met one of my old friend from s18 n UTP C.Fariza Zuki among the crowd. she wear a red baju kurung or kebaya i cant tell (coz im trying to confirm is that her or not) n so i sms her n walla, it is her. unfortunately i havent got the time to meet her coz im alteady on my way back to do some other thing.
opppsssss, before i terlajak lebe jauh, here are the story of the 'Crew Papan Tanda'
the night before the wedding ceremony, me, bullet, jat & anip went all around shah alam to put in the signboard to the hall. down below are some of the picture i've taken using my hp since we all forgot to bring a camera.
the 'Crew Papan Tanda' has teach me one lesson, n wake me up to the fact that. the cycle are getting near to my generation, batch or group. time passing by one by one the people that i grow up with, be friend with are getting married n starting a new chapter in their life. there will be one day where i will be missing all the good and bad time that i had with all my friends before we all starting a new life. but life must go on cause
'LIFE IS A WHEEL'...
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